Losing Trust

She caught my eye like a hit from a dart,

I saw her, I liked her right from the start,

Her reactions, her smile, was cute and smart,

I gently gave in pieces by pieces of my heart.

First talk on the phone,

I began to love your “aiyooo, so sadd”

Ghost stories we joint, I made her scared,

Embracing stories we shared, we both laughed like mad.

Adventure crossed upon me when you runaway,

Dramas were played, actions were taken,

A quest of hunting you,

A tremendous experience.

A first perfect impression,

Miracle of perfection,

Soon to be broken,

Screwed up, by mistake that’s been proven.

With small conflict occurred, we felt different,

When I texted you, “I like you”

Misunderstood that you comprehended, you dented,

Lost of hope, that was fast.

Hopes that was given in,

Had been pin into our hearts,

One gentle prick,

The pin easily falls off.

Sooner, friends spoke to you,

To be clear, that I have feelings for you,

You setback, “it’s a little too late?”

"I have changed my feelings I guess."

Maybe a little bit.

1^st august.

A simple question was fired to me,

Yet I cannot fcuking answer it,

Why? Because I still adores someone else.

Someone that I’ve been adoring for 1 ½ years.

I passed by a special pencil,

Wasn’t with enough cash,

Came back the day after,

Special pencil wasn’t there anymore.

Whispers came into her innocent ears,

You were pretending, and I was being ignored,

But knowing the greatest mistakes ever proven,

I am not great person without your touch anymore.

I’ve learnt my lesson.

I’ve lost your trust,

I’ve lost my self-respect,

I’m hanging by this moment,

I’m nothing without your touch.

I’m missing you every single day,

The nights, hours, minutes, and seconds,

I want you back again,

I needed you here by my side,

But you blew me away.

i'm sorry that i let you down.